The Warrior is a Child

While in NC for Christmas, I met up with a long time friend for lunch.  During our conversation I realized that I put on a facad of strength that I don't always feel on the inside.  When asked what my hearts desire is and hearing my answer, the friend was shocked with my response as it didn't line up with my independent, adventurous spirit.

This got me thinking of a song that dad and I used to sing called "The Warrior is a Child".  The lyrics say...

Lately I've been winning battles left and right
But even winners can get wounded in the fight
People say that I'm amazing
Strong beyond my years
But they don't see inside of me
I'm hiding all the tears
And they don't know that I go running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while'
Cause deep inside this armor
The warrior is a child
 
Unafraid because His armor is the best
But even soldiers need a quiet place to rest
People say that I'm amazing
Never face retreat
But they don't see the enemies
That lay me at His feet
And they don't know that I go running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while
'Cause deep inside this armor
The warrior is a child
And they don't know that I go running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and look up for a smile
'Cause deep inside this armor
Deep inside this armor
Deep inside this armor
The warrior is a child
Most of the time I feel like a small child... not being able to do it on my own.  It is these moments that my mighty heavenly father comes alongside and provides above and beyond what I could ask or imagine.  To the outside world it may look like I have it all together but in reality it is not me at all... but He who lives within me!