Monday, June 30, 2008


Lord, I am blown away by who you are and your faithfulness to meet me where I am at.  As my 29th birthday approaches, there are so many emotionsWi- ultimately my will versus yours O God.  I struggle with the thought of being 30 and not being a wife and mother.  Lord even as I write that I am reminded of the little ones you have given me.  I AM a hanai mother and the bride of Christ!  Thank you for that.

I truly surrender all to you.  Without holding one piece back may you have my ALL!  All my dreams, hopes, wishes, aspirations!  May my will align under yours.  Give me hope to know that.