I have been on the verge of a major breakdown over the past
couple of days. Between the newness of
everything… the anxiety of what I am leaving behind… and emotions of facing the
unknown by myself, I feel like I am walking a fine line. I am realizing the importance of having close
girl friends that understand… up until today I have been with just the
guys. It was really a breath of fresh
air to meet up with a friend of a friend (who is now a friend) for lunch. Sarah has been serving here in Kampala for four
years and was great wealth of knowledge of what to do and not do. She will also be someone I can stay with when
I do my supply runs in Kampala once a month or so. God is already answering prayer of bringing
people into my life.
After lunch we came back to the hotel where I have spent most
of the afternoon by myself… reading, knitting, and listening to my
audiobible. I think this has brought up
some “what if” feeling of once I am down here full time by myself. These feelings have ultimately caused some
anxiety which I know needs to be cast at Jesus’ feet.
Lord, I am trusting that you will take care of the
details. Where you guide you will
provide! Right now I not only need your
provisions financially but also physically and emotionally!
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