Meltdown 101

I feel like such a spoiled brat ready to throw a temper tantrum. I am kind of hoping that the 21^st is to be the day that Jesus comes back because I don't want to face upcoming decisions. I am normally ready for a new adventure but at this point I feel like a basket case not wanting to go anywhere...

I want to be a wife and mommy...

I want a safe, stable life...

I want to be near family and friends...

I want answers...

I want to be my best friend's helpmeet...

I want to serve God...

I want to travel...

I want to not be so emotional!