"You are peace... You are peace... when my fear is crippling.... And oh I'm running to your arms."
It has been an emotional roller coaster choosing to follow Christ. Tonight I was watching "We bought a zoo." and sorting socks in to keep, trash, and pass on piles. You would think that I was crazy if you had walked in my front door. As I was sobbing... yes partly because of the movie but mostly with the realization that my life is changing. All realized while sorting SOCKS!
I have a sock fetish... I like fun socks. These socks bring fun memories, memories of fun times... fun people... and fun places. I know God has other fun "stuff" planned but at the moment I am struggling with being sad of leaving this fun behind and moving on into the unknown.
Tonight I just really needed a hug and someone to tell me it will be ok. It is moments like this where my loneliness draws me to His feet.... as I look up and cry "HOLY".
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