Lord- You and I need to have a heart to heart about life... and direction... and boys... and ministry. My heart is torn. I want answers but all I hear is wait... trust me... faith is things unseen... be content for today. I am making the changes you have called me to but these changes make me more emotional and nervous. You are a big all knowing God and I know you can handle my questions... I also realize that you see the bigger picture and I don't. I need answers and your calmness despite the emotions. I want to be that calm, steady woman but I feel like I am on a boat in the midst of a storm.
Here are my questions...
- You have made the promise that I will be a wife and mother on this earth... when is this going to happen?
- I need your wisdom to know what are deal breakers and what you desire me to handle and grow through.
- What am I transitioning into? Where am I heading? What are you prepping me for? Everyone has an idea but I want YOU!
So I guess I need to focus solely on you. Trust that when it is time all answers will be revealed and live a life of purity!
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